What a strange time in life. I've been home over a year and a half now, and thus far have not really done much of anything. There was the feeling that I should just relax and keep my driven self still for a bit. I have the type of personality that I need to keep moving, constantly changing things, and finding new challenges or I feel a bit dead, or useless inside.
Nonetheless, this year has been a strange one for me. The good news is that I feel it's time to begin the task of getting my education back on track. I left high school believing that I would never attend college, and everybody stared at me with confusion. Considering how much I love to learn, and where I feel it to be a need to keep my life on a perpetual motion, I can now understand why they opposed me.
I'll admit that I do feel a bit of nervousness about this venture, but looking back on how I start everything this is quite normal. My perfectionist spirit is ruthless, and demanding leaving me up to the task of proving things to myself. I recognize this, and use it to my advantage to urge me to be at the top of my game. In the end, I will overcome school with the brutal drive that has always spurned me forward. Just pray I don't leave with inexcusable debt.
Oh, International Business with a minor in Japanese.
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Are you going to BSU?
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